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At the Root of This Longing

Reconciling a Spiritual Hunger and a Feminist Thirst

        "Give yourself time to absorb the many complexities of At the Root of This Longing. Then await the profoundly life-altering conclusions you take away."                                       – San Francisco Chronicle

 

"In the spirit of Women Who Run With the Wolves and Reviving Ophelia, this book has the potential to change women's lives."    

– Publishers Weekly

 

 

 

 

 

   "Absorbingly written and very revealing . . . many women for whom patriarchal religion remains central will be touched and intrigued by Flinders' intellectual struggle."                     

–  Booklist

 

 

 

 

 

 

   "Within a global climate of sanctioned violence toward women and the silencing of girls' voices, Flinders asserts that now is the time for joining feminist and spiritual forces. Drawing links between the teachings at her ashram of 20 years and the abduction of Polly Klaas, Flinders' memoir is an intelligent model of just how to meld these seemingly opposing forces." 

–Gail Hudson

 

 

In At the Root of This Longing Carol Flinders writes –

      “My feminism and my spirituality have always been closely connected, laying claims on me at the same level. I’d taken up meditation out of a driving and, yes, aching need for self-knowledge and meaning. My feminism had arisen out of that same well of feelings, and in many regards the life I’d chosen had satisfied it.

      “Part of me, though – the part that never lost awareness of the attitudes that demean women and girls so universally and systematically – was like a muscle that was sore from continual strain and misuse. It was hot to the touch. If after all these years it was still flaring up, then surely it was time I attended to it. . .”  

 

From the Publishers

   “After living through the sixties and seventies in a spiritual community of work and service where meditative practices defined, nourished, and sustained her very being, Carol Lee Flinders experienced an awakening. She heard the clamoring bells of feminism and glimpsed its imminent clash with her spiritual practice.

     “AT THE ROOT OF THIS LONGING: Reconciling a Spiritual Hunger with a Feminist Thirst  is the memoir of her journey to understand what seemed to be irreconcilable. What does spirituality look like when it coexists with feminisms sharp critical faculties? And what does feminism do when it is steeped in spiritual perspectives? 

     “Author of the critically acclaimed Enduring Grace and co-author of the best-selling cookbook Laurels Kitchen, Carol Lee Flinders has written a poignant and deeply moving memoir of her internal battle to find her way as a woman and a genuine spiritual seeker. "I feel as though I am looking at two distinct cultures, with two sets of values, for whom the same world could well have two different meanings."

     “In AT THE ROOT OF THIS LONGING, Flinders identifies and explores four key points at which the path of spirituality and feminism collide:

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    Vowing Silence vs. Finding Voice – How does one reconcile the spiritual practice of being silent and stilling the mind with the feminist practice of finding a voice and making oneself heard in the halls of oppressive institutions?

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     Relinquishing Ego vs. Establishing Self – How does one reconcile the spiritual discipline of putting oneself last and unseating the ego with the feminist call to "know who you are" and establish and live up to one’s authentic identity? •

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     Resisting Desire vs. Reclaiming the Body – How does one reconcile the spiritual practice of re-channeling one’s desires and disidentifying with one’s senses with the feminist insistence on reclaiming the body and its desires from all those who objectify and demean it? •

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     Enclosure vs. Freedom – How is one to reconcile the discipline of turning inward and disentangling oneself from external and public activity with the feminist discipline of moving freely and "taking back the streets"?

     “Flinders finds inspiration in the enrapturing metaphor of Draupadi – the beautiful, competent, and wise princes-goddess who was known to be extremely devout and proficient in the spiritual disciplines from the great Hindu epic the Mahabharata – who fell into a meditative dance causing her sari to endlessly unfurl as her aggressors attempted to harm her, to forge her conciliatory path.

     “AT THE ROOT OF THIS LONGING is a fascinating chronicle of the "synchronicities" that Flinders finds on her inner pilgrimage. What she discovers is that, like some of the medieval women mystics such as Julian of Norwich and spiritual teachers such as Gandhi, is that there is a well of strength, courage, and creativity within that can be drawn from through spiritual practice. "We must be capable of speaking from real depths. To be truly and effectively open toward one another, women must find their way into a genuine, active interior life. Through prayer and meditation practiced in disciplined, systematic ways, women can ground themselves in the interior and exterior life – spirit, mind, and body."  

AT THE ROOT OF THIS LONGING re-focuses feminism over and against its traditional rejection of spirituality and finds its true strength as a resistance movement based in sacred.  

 

 

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